Hey does anyone else suffer or has sufferd from binge eating disorder?!

i am 5-5
current - 140
highest - 140
still doing it and desperately wanna stopHealth Question & Answer

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i dont know for sure if i have, but i do know that i begin eating and can eat and eat and eat and eat. I can out eat my husband any day of the week. I can eat literally 4 large breakfasts. I could eat a whole pizza, and 20 chicken wings. I eat because it is like feeding (figuratively and literally) some emotion.. eating is connected to comfort in my mind but the more I eat the more uncomfortable I am afterwards, I can't stop, I feel disgusting, I NEVER feel full, it has caused me to gain weight, i dont know what it is but a constant urge that i can't fight, and I know this sounds even worse but I WISH I had the guts to throw it back up.
My weight 2 years ago was 138 lbs.
My weight now is 186 lbs. I am at the highest I have ever been in my life.
Obviously, I haven't stopped.Health Question & Answer

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im 5 foot 4.
my highest was 121
current is 115
i stopped.
my friends told my mom i was binging and then puking,
it was enough to make me stop.Health Question & Answer

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