Just please help me feel better?!
Question: Just please help me feel better.?
well, this past summer i accepted jesus into my heart and i've been trying to grow in the christian faith since then. now i feel like everything i've learned has just left me and i feel so lost. i'm doing stupid things that i know i will regret later but i don't even know why. before i do these stupid things i think for a long time, is this really what you want and then i think no and then i do it anyway, really stupid things like sending a naked picture to one of my guy friends. when people ask me to do those kind of things im like no! and nothing can change my mind but then somehow i always end up giving in, while i do things like that, like when i was about to send the picture i kept thinking how stupid i was and how i would regret it later but i just did it anyway, now im unable to release that guilt and pain so i've started cutting myself again, another stupid decision that i promised myself i would never do again. i just don't feel happy anymore, i believe all of these problems and thoughts started when my mom left me for her boyfriend, who she met online. it sickens me and makes me so sad to have that feeling of being chosen over and left behind, oh yes im fourteen and have really great friends, im just not that comfortable about talking to them about these kind of things because in my neighborhood most people have it made and wouldn't understand the struggles i have i just really need some help does anyone have any advice, please don't say go see a counselor because i've already done that and she told me to my face that she didn't know what to say just please any kinds of help would be appreciatedHealth Question & Answer
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Wow, it sounds like you've had it pretty tough. I would suggest talking to some of your friends anyway, even if you don't think they'd understand. They might surprise you. Or if you really can't talk to anyone, try writing it all down, just to get it out. Otherwise, you could try just really thinking before you do something. Think of someone - anyone - who you wouldn't want to let down, and think about what they would say if they found out, and that might help you not do anything you'll later regret. I hope things work out for you.Health Question & Answer