Is This De-Personalization...?!
Question: Is This De-Personalization....?
I've been distatched from reallity, my reallity im living is disturbing, is this me.? Are my going completely insane.?
I can see me been wierd and unusal but i have no control over this situation at all, i look real... but my rings, clothing,
microphone, and all my suroundings look unreal and really dream-like. "I have no idea who i am, just like a detective
thats been handed a fake idenity." My mind feels numb, weak and completely removed from my skull.
Is this me, my soul in my body.? Is this my mind, myself in this world.? Good ****** question, honestly... i have no idea.
"It feels like i can stab a kitchen knife threw the palm of my hand and not even feel it" But obviously i know i would hurt...
Im just metaphorically speaking.... It also feels like im disolving and becoming less noticable, my vision is blured and hazed,
my reallity has been thrown into a ps3 consol and made into a game... I have no idea what caused this, it could of been
the weed, the ecstasy or my major depression and fear about my future life in not sucseeding. All my thoughts about
women, what i should do today, what i think of people, what im about to say before the words have even left my mouth,
and normal everyday thoughts we as humans get, feels like it has been broadcasted when im around a group of people.
Im not sure if this wierd and unusal experiance is noticable, because i do have alot of friends, and im fairly popular
with the ladies. Sometimes i slap my face, jump in a cold shower, put ciggerets out on my arm, but no matter what i do
i cannot wake up from this dream.
my docter said its what i have im just making sure.Health Question & Answer
I can see me been wierd and unusal but i have no control over this situation at all, i look real... but my rings, clothing,
microphone, and all my suroundings look unreal and really dream-like. "I have no idea who i am, just like a detective
thats been handed a fake idenity." My mind feels numb, weak and completely removed from my skull.
Is this me, my soul in my body.? Is this my mind, myself in this world.? Good ****** question, honestly... i have no idea.
"It feels like i can stab a kitchen knife threw the palm of my hand and not even feel it" But obviously i know i would hurt...
Im just metaphorically speaking.... It also feels like im disolving and becoming less noticable, my vision is blured and hazed,
my reallity has been thrown into a ps3 consol and made into a game... I have no idea what caused this, it could of been
the weed, the ecstasy or my major depression and fear about my future life in not sucseeding. All my thoughts about
women, what i should do today, what i think of people, what im about to say before the words have even left my mouth,
and normal everyday thoughts we as humans get, feels like it has been broadcasted when im around a group of people.
Im not sure if this wierd and unusal experiance is noticable, because i do have alot of friends, and im fairly popular
with the ladies. Sometimes i slap my face, jump in a cold shower, put ciggerets out on my arm, but no matter what i do
i cannot wake up from this dream.
my docter said its what i have im just making sure.Health Question & Answer
Answers:
The doctor's diagnosis of depersonalization seems correct, from your description. In section 46, at http://www.ezy-build.net.nz/~shaneris the subject is addressed, with advice, and treatments shown, which you can employ, such as Progressive Muscle Relaxation, and focusing on your hands, for several minutes, when needed. Therapy is recommended. Illicit drug use may well worsen the situation, and certainly won't help, so you would do well to give them up permanently. Regard your present predicament as being temporary.
View section 2, on the first 3 pages*, and also pages R, C, I, and section 11, at ezy-build. also see male depression, teen depression, and eventually the rest of section 2. I don't know whether you were offered antidepressants, (major depression; yet no mention of medication is made!) but I suggest that, because they tend to dull the emotions, you would do better with the multidimensional approach, in section 2, on page R, together with the Kira, or Perika brands of St. John's wort, which also has an anxiolytic effect. Fear is addressed in section 6, on anxiety. View page N first, then: COURAGE & FEAR. - CONFRONTING YOUR FEARS: PAGE L, & DESENSITISATION / FEAR - DESENSITISATION & FEAR: PAGE P, and the rest of that section.Health Question & Answer
View section 2, on the first 3 pages*, and also pages R, C, I, and section 11, at ezy-build. also see male depression, teen depression, and eventually the rest of section 2. I don't know whether you were offered antidepressants, (major depression; yet no mention of medication is made!) but I suggest that, because they tend to dull the emotions, you would do better with the multidimensional approach, in section 2, on page R, together with the Kira, or Perika brands of St. John's wort, which also has an anxiolytic effect. Fear is addressed in section 6, on anxiety. View page N first, then: COURAGE & FEAR. - CONFRONTING YOUR FEARS: PAGE L, & DESENSITISATION / FEAR - DESENSITISATION & FEAR: PAGE P, and the rest of that section.Health Question & Answer
Yes,It sounds like that Is what you have.And If your doctor said that's what you have,then It's what you have.Check out these links.Best of luck.
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