I have a quick ecstasy question?!
Question: I have a quick ecstasy question.?
okay i already asked a similar question before but i want to know how an ecstasy overdose might feel.?
the reason i ask is cuz my friend and i both rave and well i stay sober while she rolls and i want to know how it would feel to od to tell her about it and just be aware of when it happens if she keeps doing it... .?.?.?
HELP.?Health Question & Answer
the reason i ask is cuz my friend and i both rave and well i stay sober while she rolls and i want to know how it would feel to od to tell her about it and just be aware of when it happens if she keeps doing it... .?.?.?
HELP.?Health Question & Answer
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i went through a two year period of being dependent on ecstasy. i was also a part of the 'rave' scene (well, jungle/dnb scene), so i know how messed up a lot of those kids get at parties. my ecstasy dependency got so bad that i was taking a pill every hour or so every day for the last few months before i had a mental breakdown and was put in the psych ward for 3 months. i was also selling large amounts of pills during this time, to pay for my own addiction. not that "mdma" is addictive, but the other dirty dirty drugs that go into e pills is what you get addicted to, particularly meth. (if you need more proof i have seen cooks make e pills in their basements, its the worst thing you could imagine).
the very last time i took ecstasy was the night i had a breakdown on it, and was dangerously close to overdosing ( or did, cause i ended up in the hospital anyways) seriously messed up on a lot of pills. so basically, the worst of the worst, was horrible... and i mean THEE MOST unbearibly depressing and tramatic experience i've ever suffered. i spent 4 hours lying naked on my bedroom floor silently crying and wishing i could just die right then and there cause i knew i would never feel any ounce of happiness ever again. it was the darkest hole i have ever fallen into. i hadnt slept in days, i wasn't eating hardly anything, i was dehydrated and exhausted and depressed from the amount of serotonin i had stripped of my brain. i lied there until a friend finally found me because i wasnt answering my phone, i just wanted to die, but didn't have the phsycial strength to move, i was just sick and ill and suicidal and full of guilt and awareness of how horrible my life was at that moment.
i have never looked back since that day. the hospital helped me a lot, i ended up being diagnosed biplolar II, made worse by severe drug abuse ( obviously i was using other drugs at this time too).
if your friend is overdosing, she will most likley experience hot then cold flashes, lots of sweating, extremely dialated pupils, dehydration (or over hydration), . its possible for her to have a heart attack, or a seizure if she is on that many pills. she could lose consciousnes as well. especially in the raving atmosphere, where you dont drink as much water as you should, its hot and sweaty, and loud and noisy and crowded, and although an amazing trip and fun time to party at, very dangerous in combination with drugs.
im sorry this is so long, but when i hear people ask a question about ecstasy i always feel i should share a bit of my story, so that hopefully someone else doesnt have to suffer what i suffered through, and am still affected from mentally years later. if you have any other questions i can provide more detail if necessary, just send me an email.
party safe !
peace and love
brieHealth Question & Answer
the very last time i took ecstasy was the night i had a breakdown on it, and was dangerously close to overdosing ( or did, cause i ended up in the hospital anyways) seriously messed up on a lot of pills. so basically, the worst of the worst, was horrible... and i mean THEE MOST unbearibly depressing and tramatic experience i've ever suffered. i spent 4 hours lying naked on my bedroom floor silently crying and wishing i could just die right then and there cause i knew i would never feel any ounce of happiness ever again. it was the darkest hole i have ever fallen into. i hadnt slept in days, i wasn't eating hardly anything, i was dehydrated and exhausted and depressed from the amount of serotonin i had stripped of my brain. i lied there until a friend finally found me because i wasnt answering my phone, i just wanted to die, but didn't have the phsycial strength to move, i was just sick and ill and suicidal and full of guilt and awareness of how horrible my life was at that moment.
i have never looked back since that day. the hospital helped me a lot, i ended up being diagnosed biplolar II, made worse by severe drug abuse ( obviously i was using other drugs at this time too).
if your friend is overdosing, she will most likley experience hot then cold flashes, lots of sweating, extremely dialated pupils, dehydration (or over hydration), . its possible for her to have a heart attack, or a seizure if she is on that many pills. she could lose consciousnes as well. especially in the raving atmosphere, where you dont drink as much water as you should, its hot and sweaty, and loud and noisy and crowded, and although an amazing trip and fun time to party at, very dangerous in combination with drugs.
im sorry this is so long, but when i hear people ask a question about ecstasy i always feel i should share a bit of my story, so that hopefully someone else doesnt have to suffer what i suffered through, and am still affected from mentally years later. if you have any other questions i can provide more detail if necessary, just send me an email.
party safe !
peace and love
brieHealth Question & Answer
Let me tell you something about Ecstasy my man...I did it when I was in highschool around the age of 17 possibly 16, I cant remember because of the drugs...but what I can remember is all the good times and how fun it made me feel, not to mention the weight that I lost :D, but it truly isnt a drug to be tampered with excessively. I used and abused it for about a good 3-5 month span before it stopped working on me. Then the real problems started...I couldnt ever get my emotions back under control and the brain damage that I probably suffered is major. Be careful not to drink to much water and to not exceed dancing for this can make you loose a lot of water and dehydrate you...obviously. Oh and if you want a booster, drink lots of OJ! and chew some bomb gum!!!Health Question & Answer
It's great that one of you stay sober. A lot of bad things can happen when you are not in control. If you want to know what an E od feels like, stay at home with a sober friend and do dose after dose. It will cure your curiosity. Enjoy!Health Question & Answer
If she's oding she's not likely to give a damn about what symptoms she may or may not be feeling.
Why don't you stop enabling your friend to do drugs and both stay sober.? Otherwise, you just might bury her.
Take care.Health Question & Answer
Why don't you stop enabling your friend to do drugs and both stay sober.? Otherwise, you just might bury her.
Take care.Health Question & Answer