What is my mental condition?!


Question: What is my mental condition.?
Im 19 years old. And when I was very young I tormented small animals and when I became a teenager began stalking and eventually almost killing a drug dealer who I had seen beat and rape a 14 year old.

Now that Im an adult ive been able to surpress the urge to kill people I believe in my mind are completely evil. But here lately Ive had an extravagant amount of agression towards the same type of people i mentioned before.

I am a follower of Christ and have been dealing with guilt in knowing that I should love all men regardless of there sins. But i feel absolutely no remorse for the men that make suffer now.

To be honest I believe that the animals out there only need to meet an animal of equal carnage in order to open there eyes. Evil men to me are allready dead inside.

Ive had people try and help me medically but ive found that its all a mind game and I just end up screwing them up in the end. Everyone i come in contact with I immeidately examine and begin to diagnose from their body language to there actions.

Im becoming a psychiatrist to better understand my symptoms and disorder.

I can look at a new stranger and smile while thinking how there guts would look all over the floor.

If your a professional please help me...Health Question & Answer


Answers:
The symptoms you are describing are consistent with antisocial personality disorder. There is no effective treatment.

Working with a cognitive behavioral therapist may help you better control impulses and urges - but only if you WANT that control and see the benefit in it.

Aggression and irritability are often treated with atypical antipsychotic medications like Zyprexa, Geodon, or Abilify. These medications may or may not have any benefit for you.

Depressive symptoms can be treated with SSRIs or other antidepressants. Again, these drugs may or may not have any benefit for you.

I also suspect you're trolling.Health Question & Answer

You are very ill, if you are telling the truth. Its not your fault, its a mental disorder. It does sound like you may have schidzophrenia( sp.?). You really need to talk to someone and be on meds before you hurt yourself or someone else. Good luck.Health Question & Answer

Thats a little bit creepy dude... Everyone has faults and its not up to you to take judgment into your hands. If you're a follower of christ you should understand that God will, in the end, set things how they should be.Health Question & Answer

Well, seems like you are being completey honest and open here....you seem to suffer from some type of disassociation disorder.Health Question & Answer

I'm not a professional, but I'm happy you're trying to help yourself.
Consider seeing a psychaiatrist.?Health Question & Answer

ASK MOM AND DAD TO TAKE YOU TO A DOCTOR.Health Question & Answer

you're a freakHealth Question & Answer

I'm not a professional, and I hope you get some professional help as it sounds as though you are highly unattached (dissociated) from empathy for other humans and tend to view them more as objects than as feeling beings. I'm not sure if that is psychopathic or not, but it's definitely verging on it and/or sociopath. You might want to look those up and consider if either or both fit you and decide what you want to do about it.

Not feeling remorse, as you know, is a bad thing. In fact, the 'bad guys' out there that you wish to rid the world of, well you might consider they have the same problem you do. They are unable to connect to some, all, or certain kinds of people enough to see how they are hurting them and to stop themselves from doing so. It feels good to them as well, to take out their aggression on others.

Another thing you could do is channel that deep rage you have for people who victimize others and look into a legal career like police officers, detective, crime scene investigation, security, even the other side lawyers, defense, prosecution. Or volunteering to be a victim's advocate. Or volunteering in other ways to help make you feel better, ease those intense feelings, and make a difference all at the same time.

If you are religious than you probably believe also that you are not God and therefore know it is not your place to pass judgement on others nor punish them for their sins. We all sin. It is not up to us to decide which sins are 'ok' and which aren't. As frustrating as that can be. Best to live your life and focus on adding positives to others' lives who need it as much as you can, rather than focusing on those who may be worthless in your eyes in the first place. Good luck to you.Health Question & Answer

im no Professional but i do think you need help from one. remember Hannibal.? sounds eerily similar. please dont think i am judging you because truly i am not. i would be the last to judge a person. i think that you realize you have definitely got a problem and are willing to seek help. however are you being honest in saying you never hurt anyone yet.? there are many horror movies that depict people as yourself and in the end they kill. please do not become one of these people. get involved soon with a therapist. know also, if you admit you feel murderous, they can commit you.Health Question & Answer



The consumer health information on youqa.cn is for informational purposes only and is not a substitute for medical advice or treatment for any medical conditions.
The answer content post by the user, if contains the copyright content please contact us, we will immediately remove it.
Copyright © 2007-2012 YouQA.cn -   Terms of Use -   Contact us

Health Q&A Resources