How is he this 'perfect', im nuts about him!?!
Question: How is he this 'perfect', im nuts about him!.?
I have been with my boyfriend 10 years this year. Im 25 and madly in love with him. He is an FDNY firefighter and since 9/11 after losing alot of people close to both of us & him having a ceiling collapse on him, He has changed his out look on life & really lives for the moment. I work in a top hair salon the city & the traveling on the subway is starting to get to me and wear me out, im thinking of getting a job near our place in the Bronx just to be nearer him. He will sometimes even suprize me by coming to my job in his work gear just to see me. Last year when we were engaged we broke up for almost 2 months after i lost my dad(who was also a firefighter) i couldn't deal with it and i knew it wasn't fair on him so i broke up with him, But he was there for me all the way through it & never left my side.We are back together now and he has told me he NEVER wants to lose me again & he really wants us to get married but i thought i needed more time after the loss of my dad, But now i really wanna marry him. He is amazing to me he treats me like im the only girl in the world & the only thing that matters and will sometimes even sing to me at a party or somewhere. I fall more in love with him every time i see him & know that i will NEVER leave him again. I know it may sound stupid but sometimes i cry thinking of how much i love him. Im just scared of being this happy as my whole life has been a whirwind of drama, being the youngest in a big family with older siblings, alcoholics in the family, fights, losing our baby, most my family are firefighters so i've been to alot of funerals & i also lost my cop brother last year & lost my mom 2 years ago etc. We have little stupid fights if im annoyed at something but he goes out of his way to make me laugh & not be mad at him, like doing silly things. How do i go about letting him know that i wanna marry him, i know i should just tell him but he keeps wanting to make it special. I keep thinking i dont deserve all this happiness. Help!
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be happy! your so lucky! stop being so pessimistic! carpe diem! seize the day.even if (knock on wood) he did die tomorrow...know what you lived today!.
your lucky! cry of happiness...and even if it did end...at least u were happy forthe time...if only we could all be so lucky. not everybody has found happiness like you have. the glass is half full girlie! im happy for you. just hearing how happy u are made me smile. so you should too! XD yay to you!Health Question & Answer
your lucky! cry of happiness...and even if it did end...at least u were happy forthe time...if only we could all be so lucky. not everybody has found happiness like you have. the glass is half full girlie! im happy for you. just hearing how happy u are made me smile. so you should too! XD yay to you!Health Question & Answer
believe me, you'll find something wrong eventually. it's just a matter of timeHealth Question & Answer
hi lucky girl.don't worry about tomorrow,it will never come.all is in the present.God has given you a chance to enjoy your life.this is a wonderful opportunity just grab it.live life to its fullest God will look after other things in life.Go and marry this wonder full guy entire world,nature,birds,trees,oceans want you to do the same.Health Question & Answer