Why do I have this urge all of a sudden?!
Question: Why do I have this urge all of a sudden.?
I've been so emotional over the past few months and perhaps due to the fact that I'm realizing I can never go back to the past. I've been looking back on life wishing it was '98 in my best friends yard with the barbies again. I miss playing so much and I'm sad that my parents made me get rid of all my dolls when I hit 7th grade. I'm almost 21, graduating college next year, I shouldn't have these feelings yet I can't get over it. Every thing I used to love play over and over in my head till I start bawling like a child(my best friends laugh, the smell of her house, my favorite doll's face etc). I can't get the memories out of my head and when I think about them I cry and cry and can't stop. Every time I go in the store I have to go down the doll isle and I get excited and have fun looking at every thing. I feel like a freak. This isn't normal. Help.?Health Question & Answer
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I have that too, because in this sinful world, its our childhood innocence that lights up our life, everyone remembers their young years as their best, you don't have to give those up, sure the world will think your a weirdo, but everyone is different and you can't please everyone! I think you should continue having memories, but your an adult now, so remember to balance adulthood with memories everyone feels attached to their childlike ways, but the world tells us GROW UP! but really theres no point in that, you dont have to grow up if you dont want to.... just always remember your childhood days and try to make your life just like your best days! God Bless...Pray About it.....You could say "But I don't believe in God..." but it doesn't matter, He believes in you....Health Question & Answer
I don't know what the urge is, but maybe you could write a story from a girl's point of view: a girl who loved dolls, and lived in 1998. It might help you relieve some of those feelings, and since the feelings you put into the story would be really strong, I'm sure it'll turn into something truly unique. Give it a shot!Health Question & Answer
i dunno the best thing you can do is understand that those memories your thinking about you made them then so don't look back on when you were twenty and think about how you cried all the time about the past! go out and live your life!!! and have fun while your at it!!!Health Question & Answer
i felt the same way when i was ten whatchin movies with my bro it was awesome i would get super excited now nothing makes me fell that way anymore dont worryHealth Question & Answer
i have had this happen to me too,i think i longed for days when i could just play and have no responsibilities. i think someone wrote growup,which may be what i am trying to avoid.
maybe you are stressed about moving on and moving on to the next phase in life,which you know childhood is over.
it is ok to have memories,but sadly,life goes on and the adult in you is taking over.you can look at the dolls,but try not to let the sad feelings take over. i still look at dolls too and i am 41,i also feel sad for the same reason i said,growing up. it is hard,but inevitable.Health Question & Answer
maybe you are stressed about moving on and moving on to the next phase in life,which you know childhood is over.
it is ok to have memories,but sadly,life goes on and the adult in you is taking over.you can look at the dolls,but try not to let the sad feelings take over. i still look at dolls too and i am 41,i also feel sad for the same reason i said,growing up. it is hard,but inevitable.Health Question & Answer