I'm exhausted from life!?!
Question: I'm exhausted from life!.?
I feel like a complete waste of space and time.
My boyfriend just split up with me (third time in a month, this time final), he's the 5th one in a row to dump me, though there have been more earlier to dump me too.Somewhere in between those boyfriends, I was raped by a sixth. He got off being charged and is now someone I fear will come back to kill me (he said he'd killed his ex). Then I was sexually assaulted (different charge) by a seventh, in whom I'd been trying to find sympathy for the sixth.
My best friend has stopped wanting to see me 4 months ago, without explanation.
I have wanted a baby for decades, but have been told I couldn't. At the hospital, at the time, I ran into an old school aquaintence who was having her 3rd child. Nevertheless, last month I fell pregnant, but miscarried.
I was lucky to escape a cult a few years ago.
When I was little, my father molested me. Several friends of his made horrific animal sacrifices in the basement, which I was forced to watch.
I've been chased by a man with a piece of wire pulled taught in his hands (I presume he wanted to harm me. Turned out he was a neighbour.
I had cancer last year in 3 places in my body at once (but luckily surgery helped in all cases so far).
My mother is dying at the moment, and my uncle was diagnosed with cancer yesterday.
I found out two weeks ago that my father had molested my sister as well. She is not speaking to me (don't know why).
I've had a few car accidents (not me driving ... I don't drive) that should have killed me as well.
I have multiple food allergies that make life even tougher.
I have been in debt 5 years, and no matter how hard I work, I can't seem to pay off more than the interest.
I am not looking for sympathy nor am I making any of this up. And these things are really only a few of the things I've been through! I'm looking for a reason to live... to get up tomorrow morning for.Health Question & Answer
My boyfriend just split up with me (third time in a month, this time final), he's the 5th one in a row to dump me, though there have been more earlier to dump me too.Somewhere in between those boyfriends, I was raped by a sixth. He got off being charged and is now someone I fear will come back to kill me (he said he'd killed his ex). Then I was sexually assaulted (different charge) by a seventh, in whom I'd been trying to find sympathy for the sixth.
My best friend has stopped wanting to see me 4 months ago, without explanation.
I have wanted a baby for decades, but have been told I couldn't. At the hospital, at the time, I ran into an old school aquaintence who was having her 3rd child. Nevertheless, last month I fell pregnant, but miscarried.
I was lucky to escape a cult a few years ago.
When I was little, my father molested me. Several friends of his made horrific animal sacrifices in the basement, which I was forced to watch.
I've been chased by a man with a piece of wire pulled taught in his hands (I presume he wanted to harm me. Turned out he was a neighbour.
I had cancer last year in 3 places in my body at once (but luckily surgery helped in all cases so far).
My mother is dying at the moment, and my uncle was diagnosed with cancer yesterday.
I found out two weeks ago that my father had molested my sister as well. She is not speaking to me (don't know why).
I've had a few car accidents (not me driving ... I don't drive) that should have killed me as well.
I have multiple food allergies that make life even tougher.
I have been in debt 5 years, and no matter how hard I work, I can't seem to pay off more than the interest.
I am not looking for sympathy nor am I making any of this up. And these things are really only a few of the things I've been through! I'm looking for a reason to live... to get up tomorrow morning for.Health Question & Answer
Answers:
um **** god... u gotta do this one on your own
its all fine and dandy to place your faith in an in fantasy but I can believe in the easter bunny all I want but unless I go get my own easter basket im not eating chocholate on easter morning...
talk to a therapist.. at least talk to someone it cant hurt and they can probably get you started on helping yourself
its sad but true once a victim statistically always a victim... break that cycle being molested as a child can do horrible things to your psychi things you dont even realize are there....Health Question & Answer
its all fine and dandy to place your faith in an in fantasy but I can believe in the easter bunny all I want but unless I go get my own easter basket im not eating chocholate on easter morning...
talk to a therapist.. at least talk to someone it cant hurt and they can probably get you started on helping yourself
its sad but true once a victim statistically always a victim... break that cycle being molested as a child can do horrible things to your psychi things you dont even realize are there....Health Question & Answer
BE STRONG!!!!!!.It may be a test from GOD!!!!!.Persevere and you will see the benefits!!!!.MAY THE LORD BLESS YOU!!!!!!Health Question & Answer
Well i will you have had more than your share of bad luck but dont give up put your faith and trust in Jesus....no one said life would be easy on the contrary life is tough so give your life to the Lord and let him have it.Health Question & Answer
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A single sentence, single paragraph is not going to resolve a complex issue such as yours. You are encouraged to seek "Professional" medical attention - get your marbles together long enough to figure out a way to get to a "Doctor".
This isn't the caveman days; there is plenty of wonderful medications that may possibly get you on an even keel...
* Edit: Darlin' pretend and staying in your denial, call it what you will ~ exhausted from life, going crazy, the blues or losing your marbles... Get serious help, your only delaying the inevitable - .?v=nlHrP4xlbzU." rel="nofollow">http://www.youtube.com/watch.?v=nlHrP4xlb...Health Question & Answer
This isn't the caveman days; there is plenty of wonderful medications that may possibly get you on an even keel...
* Edit: Darlin' pretend and staying in your denial, call it what you will ~ exhausted from life, going crazy, the blues or losing your marbles... Get serious help, your only delaying the inevitable - .?v=nlHrP4xlbzU." rel="nofollow">http://www.youtube.com/watch.?v=nlHrP4xlb...Health Question & Answer
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Ok, I think you are making up at least 90 percent of this.
If you are seriously not, my jaw has just hit the floor.
Its not normal to have such a string of horrific problems constantly attacking you.
I have problems too, and a lot of times I don't want to get up, or live.
You can email me if you want. Maybe fate has put you in my path.Health Question & Answer
If you are seriously not, my jaw has just hit the floor.
Its not normal to have such a string of horrific problems constantly attacking you.
I have problems too, and a lot of times I don't want to get up, or live.
You can email me if you want. Maybe fate has put you in my path.Health Question & Answer
Move away to a better place with better people. slow down with dating
you have to get to know a guy before you know he is a complete jerk.( I agree with the guys on top of page seek god, he will guide you)Health Question & Answer
you have to get to know a guy before you know he is a complete jerk.( I agree with the guys on top of page seek god, he will guide you)Health Question & Answer