I wish I could just sleep my life away?!


Question: I wish I could just sleep my life away.?
I hate my life. The only time I'm happy is when I'm sleeping because I'm not in reality. I'm depressed all the time, I also doing something wrong, and I want to kill myself at least four times a week.

I was molested several times when I was 12

I got depressed gained a bunch of weight and now I am fat and ugly

I'm ver bad at school and stupid. I dropped out but I'm doing homeschool but I still am not good at it.

My family and I arent close at all.

I've lost all contact with friends.

When I get depressed I cry myslef to sleep.

If I went to sleep and woke up I would really not be bothered by it at all.

I was seeing a shrink but I stopped cause my mom thought the shrink was sheltering and babying me.

My parents don't know me at all. They think I am a selfish person who wants the world to revolve around her.

I don't know what to do. I think about killing myself a lot. Talking on suicide hot lines doesn't help me either.

I just want to be alone the rest of my life in my bed sleeping.Health Question & Answer


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Hey, I'm sorry you feel this way about your life. I have had similar feelings when I was younger from around 12 to 17. The feeling of just wanting to be alone and not bothered by anyone. I mean you would be surprised how many people have and still do feel that way.And the parents that don't understand. Listen though, killing your self would never give you an opportunity to change this. You obviously don't like the feeling because your telling people about it. I want to be hard on you and tell you that theres always someone who has it worse and we can't be selfish we have to be greatfull for the things we do have. Its hard but its the only way to get off the pitty pot. At the same time I want to feel for you and be a shoulder to cry on for you but everyone works in different ways. Im going to give you my email address because I know I can help. I'm 21 now and I wanted to get into helping young adults because I know it sucks when a "shrink" that never had a struggle tries to help you. We have a lot in common but when you get through the tough times life is actually a beautiful thing. Theres more to life than bad times, like a higher power, love and peace. I too have many issues in life but as long as we are alive we can do something about it. You do not want to be a statistic do you.?.? As some girl who killed her self because she was "weak" or needed "attention" B.C thats all you will be rememberd as. so please message me email me or something. I also live in NY don'tnt know if this is close to you but I am willing to help. NadiaJohannes@aol.com and johannesnadia@yahoo.com I have yahoo messagnger as well. Take care hun. Hope to hear from you. and God BlessHealth Question & Answer

You have just described classic biochemical depression (dysthymia/atypical depression, dysphoria, anhedonia) and post-traumatic stress disorder.

Your parents have done the absolute wrong thing keeping you from seeing the 'shrink'. You need to seek help from a psychologist (they have M.D. after their names).Health Question & Answer

Aw, I know how you feel. My parents are like that too, I hated it. And I had the time in my life where all I wanted to do was sleep. But do not hurt yourself. Just calm down and hold out. Things WILL get better you just have to wait for it. I waited, and now I don't sleep all the time, I still sleep alot but it's getting better. Do not hurt yourself. Health Question & Answer

Sorry but you can't go anywhere doing this.Try going to a psychiatrist.Or maybe try acting more like a outdoors person.Don't be emo.Sorry but you gotta face it,not everyone's life is perfect other people have the same life as you.You might as well suck it up and enjoy life before you die.God created us to enjoy life and understand what it is like having fun and living it happily.Health Question & Answer

realize that you still are healthy and can do things most human are not capable of doing because something worse has happened to them

WAKE UP!!

take a walk, take deep breaths in and just forget your whole past life and maybe move out of where you live now and just create a whole new life :]Health Question & Answer

please get reliable help......my heart gos out to you ..my cousin killed herself and she impacted so many lives including mine we were very close and i cried myself too sleep cause she was a sister to me and i loved her. she would have grown up to be someone great..... well good luck. my heart is with you try a hotline again maybe that could helpp..Health Question & Answer

I use to be just like u...I wanted to sleep my life away, maybe u should try talking to a therapist or psychiatrist, that really helps..If u want to talk to me u can email me anytime...I know life is rough, but just take it one day at a time and it will get better..goodluckHealth Question & Answer

you are going to be fine
get your shrink to get you on antidperessents
5 months ago I slept all day and told everone I was a total loser and a worthless lump of flesh
now I am happy I have a good job I have started to lose weight and I feel good about myself
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-Pray cuz god loves you. Im serious.
-As for the wieght problem, start goin on jogs at night. Once you feel you look better, you will gain more self-esteem.
-plus you have to put some EFFORT in...in school work, making friends, and maturing.
-Don't give up, and be strong. Health Question & Answer

You need to be on some major anti-depressant meds along with counseling. You need your brain and emotions to be "balanced" before you can think about getting better. Hope you feel better soon. Stay positive
...and don't kill yourself...pleaseHealth Question & Answer

you need to talk to someone.
anybody who will listen.
and try to get out and hang with some of your friends again!! =]

but if you are thinking of suicide you seriously need to see a doctor STAT.Health Question & Answer

1-800-784-2433

SUICIDE HOTLINE

PLEASE USE IT
I'm not kidding...it could really help. it might seem hard but talking to someone can really helpHealth Question & Answer

wow that's very long well you cant sleep your whole life you seem like a depressed person go to college or something don't let life control you you control lifeHealth Question & Answer

DON'T KILL YOURSELF!! Go to counseling. Please i don't want that to happen to any one. I may not know you but it makes me fell horrible.Health Question & Answer

i know its hard but u have to get off your butt and do somrthing about it..........try getting fit and doing some sports...you will lose some weight and feel better mentally.......if u do nothing else do thisHealth Question & Answer

IF YOU WANT TO SLEEP YOUR LIFE AWAY THEN DIE YOU WILL BE ASLEEP FOREVER Health Question & Answer

Just pray about it and ask God to help you!!Health Question & Answer

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im very sorry to hear that um i believe there is somethig that can make u sleep forever Health Question & Answer

u need to pray and ask jesus 2 help u and get saved it is the only way please u can talk 2 me if u wantHealth Question & Answer

jus get help and try making friends and get ur own hobbyHealth Question & Answer

I'd try Kim at witchescorner.comHealth Question & Answer

oh wow....

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yeah.....


get interested in a hobby and stop worrying about stuffHealth Question & Answer

If you sleep your life away sweetie, you sure are going to miss a lot of beautiful things in life. And I'm sure a whole lot of people would miss you, not to mention you parents (as much as you think they don't understand, and you aren't close, believe me when I say they love you more than anyone ever will and you don't want to put your parents through that) If one of my 2 children did that, I would probably die too, from a broken heart.

You have a purpose to be here, and you need to be excited about what the future holds for you.

Yes, life can suck and be tough and sometimes we think "I just want to give up" but that's not an answer to anything.

But from 39 years of life experience, please trust me when I say the good things in life far outweigh the bad. The bad things in life that we go through are simply life lessons and tests of our strengths. So be strong, hold your head up high and smile. It will get better, I promise you that with all of my heart. Health Question & Answer

Hi honey! I'm so sorry about the bad things that happened to you, i hope i can be of some help. I know of one thing that works, and that's exercise. Not just to make you feel good about yourself, but to give you those good endorphins that make you feel good. It's like a healthy natural drug. You say your parents don't know you and think you are selfish, but that means you know you and you know that you aren't! If you like sleeping because it removes you from reality, maybe a good book could do the same! Maybe you'd like fiction. Scott Westerfeld is AMAZING! :) Read his Uglies, Pretties, Specials and Extras series (if you haven't already!) Anyway, good luck with everything! E-Mail me if you want! (Hugs)Health Question & Answer

dand dude i feel the same way
me and you should get together and form a club or somfthin

worlds ****** up but i guess we are just teenagers and its part of growin up to have suicidal thoughts but i say **** em when i grow up things have got to get better right.? and if not DO NOT kill yourslef

LIFE is a freakin gift little girl and to throw that away is like idk slappin GOD in the face ( if you believe in God which im slowing starting to question about this God thing its so ridiculous religion is like a cult everyones brainwashed into thinkin that there is a dude that created us and i watching us its so dumb) but thats a diff subject

anywho writing is also a good way to vent.. write a journal or a diary thatd probly help i personally dont because thats kinda gay but your a girl so its cool

i guess what im tryin to say is if you THINK you are a fat ugly than go joggin or excercise or somthin get active and i know its also freakin hard but try and make some friends u can find some1 equally as alone as you and ****** bond together and share your feelings. smoke weed too that helps. hope this helped

just remember things will most likely get better youll find a man and he'll treat you right youll feel so good inside...and then hell break your ****** heart but hey thats life ya know full of ups and downs smiles and frowns ya dig.? thats what happened to me gf broke up with me got all depressed i wanted to sleep all the time i understand how you feel. i hated everybody i secluded myslef from the world in my little bubble if you will i was a little bubble boy. but now im slowly getting better wow this felt really good to write i feel much better hope it helped you tooHealth Question & Answer

I feel you. I also many times wish I could just sleep my life away. I'm a senior in high school, don't get good grades, don't have a lot of friends, and my parents constantly scold at me because I try, but fail. What I do is I keep a journal and write poetry. It may or may not help you, but I'm sure there is at last one thing that you love to do. Let it control you. If you like music, listen to the kind that you can relate to (just don't take the lyrics too deep!) I get lots of bad days too, but you have to go with the flow. Be strong and forget the suicide hot lines. I tried that too and it didn't work. BUT remember that God loves you and wants you to be strong. I'm sure that someone loves you, but if you really feel that no one does, let me be the first to say that I care about you! Really, I do! I know what it's like and I often feel useless and better off dead. BUT then whenever I find someone who does care about me, I realize I'm not useless, and neither are you! Don't back down or give up. Find something that you like to do and stick to it. Remember, I care about you! So, you're not alone. Health Question & Answer

look, i was depressed really bad too, and was thinkin about suicide, but sweetie thats not the way to go, you need help, doesnt matter if your parents think the doctor is babying you or whatever, its for you not them, and second of all, the doctor has a degree and your parents dont, so they have no say so in the doctors techniques, please dont think that the only solution is ending your life, becz thats not true, you should try getting back to a shrink, becz i do believe that they will help you out. And please keep your head up and pray to God. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, and good luck Health Question & Answer

Who were you molested by.?

In the 8th paragraph, you mean "if I went to sleep and NEVER woke up"

If you feel your fat, why don't you exercise.?

If you're bad at school, why didn't you study more or get a tutor.? Some people tutor for free.

Get a new shrink.

Are you emo.? Try to get a new perspective on life.

Suicide is pointless. If you're going to do it, at least take some risks, go out and socialize, and what-not! If you're going to kill yourself, you might as well take some chances that you wouldn't normally do, like going to a party, meeting some people, and fornicating!

Lastly, how old are you.?Health Question & Answer

wow. i feel so sad for you. really. don't kill your self. most of my family did that. try to talk to your mom. say im not self centered. maybe do chores or something to prove it. don't feel bad about being ugly. hay i bet im more fat and ugly than you! lol. no one is really good at school. i just study a little then after i take the test i forget what the test was on! lol. my dad's side hasn't seen me in 8 years. my dad is a freaken flaming homo! lol. what you need is to find stuff that makes you laugh. becides you will make new friends. so don't get upset.Health Question & Answer

That's funny because I wish I never had to sleep.
I love going out at night and riding my bike or something
Its so freeing no one is around to judge or tell you not to do anything.
I have been in a situation similar to yours before.
No joke at all.
I just recently turned my life around.
I 100% totally suggest you read this:
Days of war nights of love crimethink for beginners.
It totally changed my life and no
it is not a romance novel
or any kind of instruction manual for your life.Health Question & Answer



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