PLEASE HELP!! I have SERIOUS Issues :(?!
Question: PLEASE HELP!! I have SERIOUS Issues :(.?
I'm 24 years old and I still live at home with my mom. I have a mild learning disability and my mom looks at me as if i can't do anything. I will admit I have ALOT of issues and I always feel alone. I don't hangout with anyone In the same hometown as me. I feel my dog was my best friend and I wish he was still here. I am a big compulsive liar. I became obsessed with this guy named Nick and I started to make a fake myspace account of his which I ran for 2 years and stopped posing as him this year. I would really ruin his reputation spreading evil lies about him and I would email my brother and pretend he Is emailing the real Nick Smith and to this day he thinks he is still emailing the real Nick and It's me who he is really emailing. And he fakely has a girlfriend that he emails and he doesn't know it's me. I pose as ALOT of people. I email myself and pretend It Is from this Nick guy who I have a crush on. when I see couples hugging and kissing I daydream about Nick and pretend It was me and him. I also pretend I talk to him on the phone when no one Is even on the phone. I masturbate and pretend he Is doing sexually things to me and I pretend I am giving him oral sex by sucking on a dildo. me and my mom don't have a good relationship, we barely talk and she always abuses me and my siblings by hurting our feelings and she was not the mom to teach us things. I feel i am alone in this world. I have a hard time being honest since I am a compulsive liar. I told my brother I will always be in his life and I email him everyday (pretending to be Nick) and he always tells me stuff i don't want to hear, like how I am his best friend and no one cheers him up the way I do. I want to stop posing as other people, I know If I stopped posing as Nick, It would really hurt my brother, but I have to because I really want to be myself, but It's hard sine I have been posing as people for sooo long. I know, I have ALOT of issues and I do understand why people judge me at times. Not many people know about me. I get judged alot because of my size and I curse to people when I think they are judging me because of my size. I am such a loner and that's why I do the things I do. I feel like I will never have a life of my own. what should I do.?Health Question & Answer
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Please get some help through a psychiatrist, psychologist or counselor. You really do have serious issues and you can't fix this all alone. The longer you let it go without getting help, the longer you will be unhappy. You have a long life ahead of you and it could be wonderful, happy and fulfilling. It will take time to work through this and you may have to try several doctors before you get the help you need. Get some help now so you can start living the life you want. If you have a printer, you might want to print this letter and take it with you to your first doctors visit. You can edit out anything you don't want him to see. It will give them a lot of info quick. You are not alone sweetie. There are a lot of people who need help straightening out there lives and finding the right tools to make them happy. I am one of them. Make a commitment to yourself right now, that you will do whatever it takes to get the life and the happiness that you want. You are important and you deserve to be happy. Just take one day at a time and before you know it, you'll be there. Living at home with an abusive parent can really mess you up. If there is any way for you to move out, that would be a good second step to take on your journey to happiness. The fact that you know the things you are doing is wrong and you want to change it is a great thing. You sound very intelligent to me. You say you have a mild learning disorder which, I'm guessing, normally would not be an issue but your mother reminds you of it and makes you feel inadequate. Don't let her take your power away. Be strong. Rather then let her hurt you with her words, take pity on her that she never learned how to be a loving supportive parent. Whenever you feel like it is just to hard to achieve your goal, take a deep breath and tell yourself, I can do this, I CAN DO THIS!
OK, it's time to get started, good luck.Health Question & Answer
OK, it's time to get started, good luck.Health Question & Answer
You need to talk to a therapist. You will never have a good relationship with someone unless you change your ways. Changing behaviors of this kind usually requires help. You need to stop lying. Most people will never like or trust you if you are a liar. Good luck.Health Question & Answer
What kind of a job do you have.?Health Question & Answer
You definitely do have serious issues-no one on Y/A is going to be able to help. You need a professional. I'm sure public assistance can help if you don't have insurance. Good luck.Health Question & Answer