Do you think they were out of order or am i being the out of order one?!
Question: Do you think they were out of order or am i being the out of order one.?
my chemistry teacher rang home about me getting an E grade in my ISA exam which i was dissapointed about anyway, and then he started claiming i do no homework (but i dont get set any) and i do no work even though i do! WTF!.? and then he goes oh shes a very intelligent girl (BULLSH*T IM THICK AS F*CK) but we cant get her to do anywork, maybe you can see what the problem is.? and my dad obvously assumes im lazy. and theyre having a go at me saying i dont do anything and i know i do i say i DO do the work they just dont think im good enough and my mum said well maybe you should do better and im like well i cant. she sai well you'll be the one to suffer and if you do fail then when we move france you can go with us and i said id rather be dead than go to france (nothing against the place but this is my home i have no intentions of leaving). and then my mum said its bullshi*t and i said no its true. so i went upstairs and they started tlaking about me, so i said DONT talk about me, she said come and talk to me then and i said i have but youre not lsitening! she said i am, but shes blatently not bcause i told her atleast 20times i am doing the work and she then turned around and said well maybe your just thick then and i said i AM stupid!!! and she said well maybe we should take your laptop away from you and i said well thats pathetic, taking my laptop away because im stupid! grrr...then 30mins later no apology comes in, oh you wanna go to the crem with me and then bluewater, i said no. i really didnt want to go because they just made me really angry and i would rather rip out my own heart and eat it than spend an hour in the car with them making small talk. i hate being smothered by everyone, i want to be alone! GRRRR!!! i just feel like hurting someone right now. and ive lashed out before, i know ill do it if i want to. smacked peoples heads into walls before, bit people, pulled knives out so im deffinatley isolating myself tonight, i gotta calm down.Health Question & Answer
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you are over reacting, glad you know to isolate yourself until you calm down. but you are way over reacting.Health Question & Answer