Will it ever change??? ?!
Question: Will it ever change.?.?.? .?
im 17, im in foster care.... long story short i have abusive parents. i just recently got out of there but im going insane. ive been cutting really bad. ive been having problems and i just cant seem to stand life anymore. i want to cry all the time and i just want to die. i cant take what is going on around me. i cant take being a foster kid, and im tired of hiding behind a smile.... im so lost and confusedHealth Question & Answer
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your almost 18. then you can live on your own and figure out who you are. don't hurt yourself, all that does is let those who abused you win. they hurt you so much already that you have taken it on to do yourself. It's hard, but you can work through it. a lot of churches will give you free sessions with counsolors, even if your not of there faith. a good therapist can help get you through. i know its tough. it will get better some day.Health Question & Answer
hang in there, just think if things are so bad now they can only get better. just think one more year and you dont have to be in foster care. But most of all you have to realize that suicide is not the answer to any question. you are worth much more than you may think right now and you just need to hang in there so you can continue on to experience the good things in life even if it may be tough. I know how hard it is to stop cutting but you have understand that you did nothing wrong and you dont deserve the punishment you are puting yourself through and please try to stop because it is also not the answer to any situation Health Question & Answer
Yes, it will change. Keep your head up darling... You got about a year left and than you can just forget all of this. Move on with your life. Get yourself a job, get a little apartment and start slow but build yourself up. You'll do great. And always remember that there is always someone that cares a lot about you and that watches over you, God. Pray, he will ease you mind. He'll help you get through this. It will get better.Health Question & Answer
tell a safe adult. this can and will change with the right help. your brain chemistry has been changed from the years of abuse. you might need to take a type of serotonin for a while, in order to get you back on track. you made a good decision to express yourself here, but, now you must take the next step and tell someone safe, the sad and sometimes sick thoughts in your head. remember, this is nothing to be ashamed of. if it has a name, it has been done before. i am sending you love and light. Health Question & Answer
im exactly a like u, minus the foster kid part. i have had problem similar to urs. my mom has cancer and almost dies from bleeding and pressure in her brain. i am so depressed that i started cutting. i am not sure what u can do except talk to a close friend that u trust. or maybe tell ur foster parents that u feel like ur overwhelmed. u dont have to tell them that u cut becuz that might fix itself if u feel better. there is one thing i need to warn u about. i have cut for a long itme now and i need u to know that if u cut the wrong vein then u cna seriously hurt urself but not the good way. we all kno we likee the pain but try not to cut too deep cuz my friend almost died even wen she wasnt commiting suicide. plz promise urself u will not commit suicide. if u do nothing will get better cuz u go to hell wich is worse then life so plz try tot hang in there. god bless you!Health Question & Answer
I was adopted so you and I are in the same boat. Hang in there, I promise it will get better. Go and see a doctor and get put on some medications for your depression. I am also depressed and it has made a world of difference with me. If you need someone to talk to, I am here as well. You can e-mail me at davelennv@yahoo.comHealth Question & Answer
your 17 so in a few years you'll be independent and on your own. A lot of ppl have been in your situation and there are trained professionals to help. Talk to you guidance counsler at school or your foster parents. Your not alone, and others share your pain. Health Question & Answer
Since you want a answer, and not some pitiful words. I'll say it bluntly, get over it. There's no point in cutting yourself over it now, just be grateful your out of the abuse. also..before you think about dying. Think of it like this, is it worth it. o.OHealth Question & Answer
sweety im so sorry... you really need to talk to an adult about this situation, you sound depressed and possibly anxious, you should go and get help to make you feel better. prayers are with youHealth Question & Answer
Maybe you should ask who ever you are staying with to bring you to a physiatrist. Try keeping your mind off of what makes you angry at yourself and your old foster parents.
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You say you want to die.? Go with that. Lynch yourself, emo kid.Health Question & Answer
don't kill yourself it's not worth it. plus if you do kill yourself you'll go to hell and that's even a worst placeHealth Question & Answer