OK so. I'm really freaking out. please read on...asap?!
Question: OK so. I'm really freaking out. please read on...asap.?
OK
so I've posted a few times about struggling with my eating disorder again.
2 of my friends Emailed my social worker about how serious it is. that I didn't tell her the whole truth.
and now (today) I am going to tell her everything
I already sent her an Email about it. telling her a lot more than I did before- I did it on Email so I couldn't chicken out when we talked.
so I am SO nervous for our talk today. I'm on the edge of a panic attack. and I dont want to flip out and screw myself over
I'm afraid that she might want me to go to the hospital-which CAN'T happen!! I want to fix it on my own!
I've been struggling for about 6 years now.
when I was 14 I almost died. but I got a tube through my nose instead. then I went to residential treatment for a year. and I had been doing great.
but a lot of stuff has been going on in my family. deaths, hurt, people getting out of control...and a lot more
so I felt the need to control it all. which got me caught up in this again
so far I have lost 12 lbs now. in about 2 weeks, I've passed out a few times.
and a lot of other eating disorder related things have been going on
how can I prepare myself for our session.? how can I NOT freak out.? how can I convince her that I can get better on my own. this time I'll be for real. last time (last week) I said I would. but I only got sneakier
but I really do want to get better. I cant take a chance like that again b/c I WILL die this time. and I have too much to live for
please help me.?
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so I've posted a few times about struggling with my eating disorder again.
2 of my friends Emailed my social worker about how serious it is. that I didn't tell her the whole truth.
and now (today) I am going to tell her everything
I already sent her an Email about it. telling her a lot more than I did before- I did it on Email so I couldn't chicken out when we talked.
so I am SO nervous for our talk today. I'm on the edge of a panic attack. and I dont want to flip out and screw myself over
I'm afraid that she might want me to go to the hospital-which CAN'T happen!! I want to fix it on my own!
I've been struggling for about 6 years now.
when I was 14 I almost died. but I got a tube through my nose instead. then I went to residential treatment for a year. and I had been doing great.
but a lot of stuff has been going on in my family. deaths, hurt, people getting out of control...and a lot more
so I felt the need to control it all. which got me caught up in this again
so far I have lost 12 lbs now. in about 2 weeks, I've passed out a few times.
and a lot of other eating disorder related things have been going on
how can I prepare myself for our session.? how can I NOT freak out.? how can I convince her that I can get better on my own. this time I'll be for real. last time (last week) I said I would. but I only got sneakier
but I really do want to get better. I cant take a chance like that again b/c I WILL die this time. and I have too much to live for
please help me.?
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you cant do it on your own. in my sessions >> not about eating disorders i never tell the whole story and now i have quit them and i AM helping myself but you cant have it both ways, either you need professional help which does NOT mean sticking you in a hospital or are you really strong enough to ignore those thoughts, urges...well are you.?
i think it was brave of you to mail your social worker in the first place all you have to do now is go in there tell the truth and tell you do NOT want to be hospitalised, she'll understand and will help you, but you must also be willing to accept the help! good luck cassie :) Health Question & Answer
i think it was brave of you to mail your social worker in the first place all you have to do now is go in there tell the truth and tell you do NOT want to be hospitalised, she'll understand and will help you, but you must also be willing to accept the help! good luck cassie :) Health Question & Answer
You can't fix it on your own. Eating disorders kill. Convince her you can cure yourself. she heard it all the only person your fooling is yourself.
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