My deppression in detail?!


Question: My deppression in detail.?
well i think i have deppression as i had to leave school because i was bullied and got an eating disorder in which i was sick all the time and alot of people though i was just "attention seeking"
i get called emo alot as i am realy quite and dress in checkers and stripes and dark colours
im 15 and a scorpio and apperently they think alot.?
im very bad at self esteem and hate basicaly all the things about me
im never pleased with how i look as i always get nasty comments i hate my past which makes me wish my memory went or i could change the past.
my friends usualy end up backstabbing or using me as 2nd best or to help them when THEY need it.
at school im realy quite and at home as i hate talking because someone always makes me look stupid or shut me up.
its realy getting to me now as all the things in my life have ended up wrong
sometimes i wish id even die , ive even cut myself!
also all the people id like to be friends with i cant because im to shy and all the people i wanna go out with always say no
so that makes me feel even uglier
and im a boy so i dont cry as im too proud
how can i make myself more noticeable and make realy cool friends
how can i enjoy life before i die
because people who are deppresed apparently die earlier
which i dont realy care about as noone would miss me exept a few friends namely 3
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Answers:
Hey Perfect7cell
Lots of people experience hard times through high school, but when its you going through it, its as if your all alone in the world.
First off, you have to learn to love yourself if you wanna enjoy your life!
You need to get help with your eating disorder and your depression. You can't do that here and you can't do that yourself- get into your doctor and ask him for help.
I would also suggest you see a therapist- I wish I had been brave enough at your age to it. I went this week and I felt so much better about my life. Your school's counciller (or even a teacher you trust) can help you out and make sure things are kept confidential. You can just tell your parents or friends you have an ear ache or something- don't feel bad about keeping these things private untill your ready if you want to share them with others. It may seem like a hard thing to do- but when you do it it will feel soooo good!
We all wish we could change parts of our past- but all we have it our future. Look at the things you love to do and are great at- and if you can't think of any , go out and find some. You are at a great age to learn and explore. Don't worry so much about what others think, as the only person who matters is yourself, and not people who disrespect you.
Try taking art classes, joining clubs and doing other stuff that will help you feel better and help you express yourself.
Cutting yourself might make you feel better for a moment, but makign changes in your life that are healthy make you a better person and will help you to feel better about yourself!
I wish you the best... have a good holiday and take it easy on yourself... you are loved by alot of people! and if you feel that you'd only be missing by a few people you are wrong. And imagine how many more people would love to meet and know you!!Health Question & Answer



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