What's wrong with me? :(?!
Question: What's wrong with me.? :(.?
my legs feel wobbly, my ankles arn't solide either
my ribs feel weak, my back feels uncomprimising
my heart beats fast all the time
i get a head rush every time i walk up stairs
my eyes are crossing, i see two of almost everything; even when I'm concentrationg, i still see double glare
my eyes are always flashing neon colors, they did that since i was very young, i thought it was normal
i feel lazy all the time, anger/jealousy seems to be my first response to anything
i can't focus on anything for more than 2 minutes
i never stop thinking, i have trouble halting unwanted thoughts
i think nothing is real, everybody is fake and the world is taken into my eyes with discernment
it's hard to realise life but I'm not part of what anybody else is enjoying, I see things much differently
my current gf is one of the only experiences that ever felt real and gave me a new way of thinking that is still unfamiliar to me
sometimes i think I'm somebody else by accident and that person makes my decisions
I feel like i'm mentally ill and nobody will ever take me seriously
I can think up plans and outcomes but i never do anything or follow through
i'm very dependant or spoiled
i have a terrible memory, i somehow block out all my problems after thinking about them, even if it's to want to talk about them later and they all come back when i explode
there are so many things i want to say but i can never say them because of this
I'm smarter than i let on, but nobody is able to figure me out
I worry all the time, i feel tinglings going around my chest and abdominal,
half the time i think I'm going to die, the other half i forget
the only thing that keeps me set is playing random solos and oddball scales on my elek. i don't know why I play like that, but I remember thinking for long periods of time whilst doing it.
i used to feel shocks in my fingers not too long ago, but they went away
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my ribs feel weak, my back feels uncomprimising
my heart beats fast all the time
i get a head rush every time i walk up stairs
my eyes are crossing, i see two of almost everything; even when I'm concentrationg, i still see double glare
my eyes are always flashing neon colors, they did that since i was very young, i thought it was normal
i feel lazy all the time, anger/jealousy seems to be my first response to anything
i can't focus on anything for more than 2 minutes
i never stop thinking, i have trouble halting unwanted thoughts
i think nothing is real, everybody is fake and the world is taken into my eyes with discernment
it's hard to realise life but I'm not part of what anybody else is enjoying, I see things much differently
my current gf is one of the only experiences that ever felt real and gave me a new way of thinking that is still unfamiliar to me
sometimes i think I'm somebody else by accident and that person makes my decisions
I feel like i'm mentally ill and nobody will ever take me seriously
I can think up plans and outcomes but i never do anything or follow through
i'm very dependant or spoiled
i have a terrible memory, i somehow block out all my problems after thinking about them, even if it's to want to talk about them later and they all come back when i explode
there are so many things i want to say but i can never say them because of this
I'm smarter than i let on, but nobody is able to figure me out
I worry all the time, i feel tinglings going around my chest and abdominal,
half the time i think I'm going to die, the other half i forget
the only thing that keeps me set is playing random solos and oddball scales on my elek. i don't know why I play like that, but I remember thinking for long periods of time whilst doing it.
i used to feel shocks in my fingers not too long ago, but they went away
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Answers:
My first response would be do you take drugs.? I am serious because I feel most of the symptoms as you, but I believe most of my anguish has come from abuse of prescription medication, pain killers. But outside of that my other question is do you keep yourself busy.? I question the whole logic of life, even with three children it feels silly to understand what the point of this life really is. Do we get up to go to work to buy things we don't need and go to bed to wake up and do it all over.? My advice to you would be to change everything. Look at all the things that make you unhappy and disconnect with them. Its one opportunity this life, don't allow yourself to feel this way one second longer. Stand up and be accounted for, at least if you tell the world who you really are you wont feel so trapped. Let yourself go brother. Shoot for the moon, if you miss your still amongst the stars man. Or you could just be lazy and need a kick in the butt. Either way good luck.Health Question & Answer
depression.? go see a doctor maybe.Health Question & Answer
I think you should make an appointment with a doctor asap. You may have something that could be easily treated and make your life so much better! If you are struggling with a mental illness like you say, you will never get better on your own. You can't just "get over" a mental illness so it is very important you get diagnosed and treated properly. You will be so happy that you did!
P.S. I was watching a show on ADHD last night and some of the symptoms you describe sound similar to what the people on the show were talking about. Health Question & Answer
P.S. I was watching a show on ADHD last night and some of the symptoms you describe sound similar to what the people on the show were talking about. Health Question & Answer