I WANT T0 DIE!!!!!!!!!!?!
Question: I WANT T0 DIE!!!!!!!!!!.?
oh my gosh where do i start.? my uninterested mom cant be trusted by me. my moms boyfriend only makes it worse. one of my sisters hates my guts and admitted trying to kill me when i was young (( me and this sister are 8 years apart)) my other sister (( 14 years apart )) get along perfectly my brother (( 12 yars apart)) hates me too. my dad that is divorced with my mom plays favorites. i want to die SO FREAKING BADLY ITS MAKING ME SICK LITERALLY i have seen a thearipist but nothing worked but made me realize im worthless. i have had sex for money 18 times and im only a freshman. i had an abortion. im depressed, i cant trust anyone. ive been bribed. and my dad used to verbally abuse me. im messed up. (( im not on drugs )) and now im trying to become bulimic. any tips on vomitting by the way.? PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME!!! i feel that im not pretty, im worthless, im never gunna get a bf if i keep selling myself. (( and i love the attention i get when i sell myself)) so i wanna do it more. OMG HELP ME. im african american and i act white. ive been teased on that too. so that doesnt help. if u r already sick with me please stop. so im just gunna stop there for now. thanx a million.
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I see that times are hard for you now but if you die someone will notice Of course selling yourself short (no pun intended) will only lead to more heartache and despair I don't know you personally but i think your worth allot more then that believe me we are all damaged in some form or another even if it doesn't show please talk to someone and get the love that you need and deserve and help to stabilize your life I hope that you check back to let me know how you are I'll be thinking of you..... Health Question & Answer
ok well im sure you don't really want to die
but you really really should talk or call someone...any friend or relative
or you can call 911 (they deal with this stuff all the time)
or 1-800-SUICIDE they will be helpful
please be careful
good luck!Health Question & Answer
but you really really should talk or call someone...any friend or relative
or you can call 911 (they deal with this stuff all the time)
or 1-800-SUICIDE they will be helpful
please be careful
good luck!Health Question & Answer
I know how you fell. Its the worst feeling ever. I have the same issues.Health Question & Answer
looks like you are lieing and looking for attention here tooHealth Question & Answer
Sucks for you.Health Question & Answer
Ditto, we all have problems, no matter what they are !Health Question & Answer
You need to find another therapist & a psychiatrist for medication. You sound like you are having panic attacks & are also having lots of racing feelings because of your age & going thru your teen years.
If one therapist didn't help, it doesn't mean another can't!
A positive thing is that you don't want to sell yourself & I really don't believe you want to be bulimic. I think you want to vomit up the painful feelings & get rid of them....it doesn't work except for a few minutes. What you really need is to talk out your feelings to get rid of them.
You could use medication to help you with your depression & panic.
Talk to the sister that you get along with to assist you with getting some help.
Every time you want to sell yourself...STOP...& make yourself remember that you think it won't be good for your life. It is just another way of punishing yourself.
I'm not sick of you...you are putting your own feelings onto us.
You need long term therapy to figure out who you really are & to deal with your underlying feelings of rejection; abandonment; abuse; anger and hurt among others.
You can change your life...I am sure of it even if you don't believe it now. Just get started...Health Question & Answer
If one therapist didn't help, it doesn't mean another can't!
A positive thing is that you don't want to sell yourself & I really don't believe you want to be bulimic. I think you want to vomit up the painful feelings & get rid of them....it doesn't work except for a few minutes. What you really need is to talk out your feelings to get rid of them.
You could use medication to help you with your depression & panic.
Talk to the sister that you get along with to assist you with getting some help.
Every time you want to sell yourself...STOP...& make yourself remember that you think it won't be good for your life. It is just another way of punishing yourself.
I'm not sick of you...you are putting your own feelings onto us.
You need long term therapy to figure out who you really are & to deal with your underlying feelings of rejection; abandonment; abuse; anger and hurt among others.
You can change your life...I am sure of it even if you don't believe it now. Just get started...Health Question & Answer
Dieing won't solve any problems, you'll just be gone and won't feel anything or even realize what's going on, therefore you won't feel the relieved feeling. Over time you'll get over all of this drama and stupid sht that's been happening in your life and you'll be glad that you didn't commit suicide, trust me. As far as the selling money for sex thing goes, I suggest not doing that, you'll get abused by many guys. Plus many people have STDs these days, good luck Brooklyn.Health Question & Answer