why do i hate my life why do i want to never wake up in the morning does it mean!
Question: i been feeling low lately and all i think of is never waking up does it mean im crazy i cut myself to get rid of my pain i dont cry because it makes me fell retarded
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No, it doesn't mean you're crazy. People use that term too often, and much too often in an inappropriate way. I've been suffering from a similar situation for 7 long years. I felt the same way you do, that I must be crazy, or defective because I couldn't be happy. I didn't want to go on. I finally had to give in to the fact that I needed outside help. I found an excellent resource in my university's wellness center where they offer counseling services for very little money, if they charge you at all. Since then my situation has improved very much, for the better.
Cutting is one of the tell-tale signs of Borderline Personality Disorder, which I have. I also have severe clinical depression, and generalized anxiety disorder . . . these things don't make you crazy, and seeing a counselor doesn't either. They are things you can work on, and overcome in time. But you have to take the first step. Good luck! Please don't be afraid to get the help you need.
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It sounds like you might have depression. You can talk to your doctor about getting on an anti-depressant. They can change your life.
It means you may be suffering from depression. This is a very real disease and you are not alone. Please go see a doctor and tell them how you feel. They will help you make a plan to make yourself feel better. : )
Don't feel "retarded" to cry, everyone cries and crying can give you a good cleansing of the soul.
crying is not a bad thing at all.helps many times.
When you hurt, you shouldn't feel stupid. Everyone gets upset, but if you feel that bad, you should talk to a doctor and get help. I know people on anti depressants, and they do a lot better. Find the joys in life.
feel the same way.. but im on antidepressants now.. it helps!
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personal experience
You need to find a purpose and pursue it. It will give you a new perspective in life. In my experience, the only real cure for depression is having a purpose that's valid to you. So analyze your goals and see what's practical to you in this stage of your life.
In life we go through phases; mentally and physically. When we reach an obstacle, we tackle it. When our shoes don't fit, we buy new ones. Depression is like, not moving forward into your next stage in life or remaining stagnant. As modern humans we do this because we find pleasure in juvenile things or behavior that is comfortable. It is difficult to move on especially when we've enjoyed the fun we had as juveniles.
So I say to you, it is time to let go and move on.
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School of Hard Knocks. Bittersweet Victories 101.
This is depression. You need to go see your doctor right away. He or she may want to prescribe an antidepressant and also help you get into counseling which would be a good idea. I know from first hand experience how easy it is to self destruct. This is not silly. It is a big deal, especially if you let it go on for too long. Before long that empty darkness you feel inside will consume you. Get help.
No hating your life and never wanting to wake up again doesn't mean you are crazy, it is a normal stage in life, most/lots of people go through it. It sounds like you have depression or there is something that's going on in your life that we are not aware of. Most people suggest counselors but I feel that talking it out with someone you trust and feel comfortable with is better. Or you can even write about your feelings and keep them or tear them up it is your choice.
And as far as the not crying b/c you think it makes you feel retarded, well I try not to cry as well. It is unhealthy not to cry b/c it doesn't release any stress, but I don't cry b/c I feel it shows a sign of weakness and shows that we can be beaten by any thing that makes up break down like that. but it is ok to cry TRUST ME.
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read the book called a bright red scream
there a source for this. you seem depress. see your doctor and therapist.
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